I went to the doc today for my first (unnessary) app. She just told me that Im 6 weeks which I already knew. And gave me some sample vitamins. My visit was free though which made me happy but also it pissed me off b/c nobody tells me shit. I tried to look up the pregnancy stuff on my insurance's website but they have NOTHING. Not one little thing about pregnancy. So I guess I will have to call them up and find out what the heck is going on and what IS covered so I can stop worring my pretty little brain.  OH AND I stopped smoking today, i mean it NO cheating. I havent had one yet, almost but I didnt do it. I had a little "episode" on my way back to work this morning that resulted in me pulling over on to a construction site that is clearly not for vehicles and cry. I'm sure if anyone saw me they would have been worried. My docs was in Perrysburg, way across town from my work. I took the expressway to get there...it was no problem. I needed to go to the bank after I left so I went the opposite way which im not familiar with. I ended up just going and going until i hit an expressway that Ive never had to "get on" from where i was. For some reason I hate having to merge into traffic thats going fucking 70 mph...I mean cant I get my own freaking lane so i can speed up? Anyway so i got nervous and just decided to keep going, (mind you Im way out of my way by now) Im already through 3 cities! I called steve and I was clearly upset, he told me to turn around. I did, but then I came up to two signs and I thought it said each one is a entrance ramp  to an expressway. One of which is 280- which is like a death trap. Its a two lane highway that is always shut down or there is an accident. NO way will I get my ass on that one. So I just freaked out and pulled over and cried and called Steve. He said he knew where I was and to just keep going there is one lane that doesnt go to the expressway...I did and neither lane really went to the expressway so I was good. WTF why am I such a pussy? Why am I so freakin scared of getting into an accident? I dunno but its driving me crazy though. I need to find a new route to my docs since Im gonna be spending lots of time there now...

Atleast I didnt smoke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm more awake today than I have been in awhile. We watched Pirates of the Carribean (sp) the other night. It was really good! I never thought I would get into those kinds of movies but I did. Steve has been waiting to see it since it came out. So ofcourse I have to give my baby what he wants! lol
I have been bringing my computer to work with me lately and it is awesome! I love being able to get online again at work. Ohh how ive missed it. Time doesnt go by so slow now.  I think Im gonna go to the library on my "lunch break" and get some more books b/c I cant be on here ALL the time with out getting into trouble.


              

Steve's brother talked to Steve today and I guess Mikey and his girl are having problems so he wants to move back in with us. Well hopefully you guys remember but he totally fucked us last time and he never paid us the money he owed us. His parents paid us back and they don't even have it like that right now. So I said NO NO NO!!!!! Well his only other option is to move in with his parents... well they are moving in with us real soon!!!! WTF!!! So he came over and we talked, I laid down the ground rules again, and basically told him that IF he doesn obey by my rules (pick up after urself, help clean, and pay alittle something) that I will not hestitate to kick him out. I think he knows I m not playing.  UGH you guys have NO idea. My house is gonna be SOOOOO dirty and caotic for the next few months. Today when I got home I had Tiffany, her 1 yr old, Steve's dad, his brother and anthony at my house. I Lisa is coming over later to borrow money off his dad. Ok seriously i cant take that many people over MY freaking house!!!! 

Steve has to order my computer before 7pm so I will rant more later!!!